Fiuh... long time since I wrote my last post. What happened?
Simply.. I took a holiday... a whole month (or even more) out of academic business (and everything outside of entertainment business, actually). I even went back to Indonesia :D
As the first post after holiday.. I would like to start with a lyric of a song which will always remind me of those days.. a month of happiness in Indonesia... This song is an OST of a very good anime (Man, I wish the story would end happier! :( This kind of ending makes my mood down for several days). Well.. enjoy! I'll write more in a couple of days ;)
My cry cannot reach the shadows I dreamt of on that day
No matter how I depict myself tomorrow, I am drenched in wishes that cannot disappear
Catch the fallen scattered fragments with those hands
Hold my swaying heart, and leap towards the night
Because even if I am depending on someone, there is nothing else that I wish for
“My true self is right here”, don’t close your eyes
Spread things which look like junk into the wind, things such as that nostalgic smile
“No matter how much I pray for myself tomorrow”, those answers going towards the distance will still fade
Before I completely decay
And become a frozen body and a flake of my feelings, lets leap past the night
Because even if I am depending on someone, there is nothing else that I wish for
“My true self is right here”, don’t close your eyes
To live for the sake of someone, wouldn’t it be nice if we let this moment count for everything?
Lets gently throw our fake selves away, and just be who we are
